i dont want to fall for you because i know i would fall forever .
Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 6:57 PM
hey motherbitches.sciencee - did a electrical prac&daniel was in our group doing all the work + orlando was teasing cindee D:
slp - well *aherm. we just planned parties the whole lesson :D
assembly - was the shittest fking thing ever, like i swear i would've stood up and yelled stfu already but yknow; im not rebel enough i felt soo uncomfortable my legs were like DEAD. and the notices were whats the word.. UN NECESSARY. though i cracked up @ something that was said (: i like fell over trying to get up.
textiles - worked really hard to finish my pants. phuck ! helen that loser was like really high; she was meant to help me but sat there encouraging me to eat her mints ! high betch haha ! but yeah i stayed in over lunch to finish them. IM SO HAPPY :D !
sose - errrm worked on the campaign and talked about blogs & stuff & dedis.
bus & arvo - sat with jess&jennytee the bus driver made one full roundabout and yeah , inala went ate maccas then saw the flakers and went home.
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speaking of blogs & how its so boring to type about 'daily life'
im going to try type more emotionally (:
so like, on our side theres alot of relationship problems and everyones kind of emotional right now like the past week or so everyones been down . i never like seeing my friends upset and its just really gay ; i hope everyone can talk it out with their partners and be all happy again (:
AHERM, my emotional time & i dont feel like typing this now but i am motivated by jennytee's blog. and dw girlfriend everything happens for a reason BUT I KNOW ! you will get your chance (A) or i shall kill that person >:] ok ok ahem you know that feeling how your friends try and convince you that you like someone ? or they accuse you of liking someone ? & everyone thinks you'd be a cuute and adorable couple ? yes that. that has happened to me lately *stares at someone* i never believed that, any of it. because i've convinced myself to steer away from that whole 'likeloverelationship' thing well because of past incidents , im not into that stuff really. but lately i cant help but think about what they've been saying i constantly daydream and just randomly think about it - DAMN YOU GUYS. maybe yous are slowly convincing me but in my eyes; it's something that could never happen ` because the other party just doesnt feel that way. and i KNOW it. i dont really mind ; im not that type of girl that goes crazy over being with someone or having someone to admire, i really just go with the flow, if it was meant to happen then it would happen ' f a t e ' (:
some people are really uptight with those things , like its necessary to have a bf & someone to say ' i love you ' to. those girls that hate their ex's & like literally hate the girls he would date after her. why cant everyone just relax; and YOU KNOWWWWW RELAAAAX.
yes thats all for now all of that up there just probably wont make sense to anyone.
but at the end of the day i have mixed feelings & i just dont know anymore; maybe in time but yeah. im cool with anything (:
